dear little kitten, today u back to d place tat u come from. in an unexpected day, unexpected way and for no reason, u leave us without saying a 'meow' that u used to do when see us come back or when you want to get some attention.
tonight, everyone of us were get shock when we heard the dogs are barking and we feel something so bad, when we get out and look we saw you are struggled and try to run away and run into the house.
in just a minutes times, we saw you are lying on the floor with no energy and even with a slow breath..why? why? why? after few minutes i heard mum said u are already leave us. you choose to go back to the place that far from us...
my heart feeling very very bad.why you choose to leave us? why you are so so so naughty, u went out to the house. we told you before there are tiger outside d house dont go out, why ?why? you dont wan to listen...
i know nw we blame you, blame ourselves is no point already. it's too late...
but i hope now you can rest in peace and thanks for giving us joy and happiness when you are here with us. although sometimes you are naughty but we like tat...hope you too...we love you little kitten. dont worry, rest in peace ok! you will always in our memory and our heart...
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Thursday, November 13, 2008
humanity...
不要忘了最初的本心
有个老魔鬼看到人间的生活过得太幸福了，他说：「我们要去扰乱一下，要不然魔鬼就不存在了。」
小魔鬼就开始想，要怎样才能把农夫变坏呢？他就把农夫的田地变得很硬，让农夫知难而退。那农夫敲半天，做得好辛苦，但他只是休息一下，还是继续敲，没有一点抱怨。小魔鬼看到计策失败，只好摸摸鼻子回去了。
老魔鬼又派了第二个去。第二个小魔鬼想，既然让他更加辛苦也没有用，那就拿走他所拥有的东西吧！那小魔鬼就把他午餐的面包跟水偷走，他想，农夫做得那麽辛苦，又累又饿，却连面包跟水都不见了，这下子他一定会暴跳如雷！农夫又渴又饿地到树下休息，想不到面包跟水都不见了！「不晓得是哪个可怜的人比我更需要那块面包跟水？如果这些东西就能让他得温饱的话，那就好了。」又失败了，小魔鬼又弃甲而逃。老魔鬼觉得奇怪，难道没有任何办法能使这农夫变坏？
就在这时第三个小魔鬼出来了。他对老魔鬼讲：「我有办法，一定能把他变坏。」小魔鬼先去跟农夫做朋友，农夫很高兴地和他作了朋友。因为魔鬼有预知的能力，他就告诉农夫，明年会有干旱，教农夫把稻种在湿地上，农夫便照做。结果第二年别人没有收成，只有农夫的收成满坑满谷，他就因此而富裕起来了。小魔鬼又每年都对农夫说当年适合种什麽，三年下来，这农夫就变得非常富有。他又教农夫把米拿去酿酒贩卖，赚取更多的钱。慢慢地，农夫开始不工作了，靠著经济贩卖的方式，就能获得大量金钱。
有一天，老魔鬼来了，小魔鬼就告诉老魔鬼说：「您看！我现在要展现我的成果。这农夫现在已经有猪的血液了。」只见农夫办了个晚宴，所有富有的人都来参加；喝最好的酒，吃最精美的餐点，还有好多的仆人侍候。他们非常浪费地吃喝，衣裳零乱，醉得不省人事，开始变得像猪一样痴肥愚蠢。「您还会看到他身上有著狼的血液。」小魔鬼又说。
这时，一个仆人端著葡萄酒出来，不小心跌了一跤。农夫就开始罵他：「你做事这麽不小心！」「唉！主人，我们到现在都没有吃饭，饿得浑身无力。」「事情没有做完，你们怎麽可以吃饭！」
老魔鬼见了，高兴地对小魔鬼说：「唉！你太了不起！你是怎麽办到的？」小魔鬼说：「我只不过是让他拥有比他需要的更多而已，这样就可以引发他人性中的贪婪。」心若改变，你的态度跟著改变； 态度改变，你的习惯跟著改变；习惯改变，你的性格跟著改变；性格改变，你的人生跟著改变。
这篇文章分享给每一个在为梦想努力奋斗的你，提醒我们在努力追求梦想的同时，千万不要忘了最初的本心。
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
share with u all....
＊誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。＊普通朋友：半夜會找妳打msn聊天到很晚。男朋友：半夜看妳還在msn上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。---------------------------------------------普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。---------------------------------------------普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。------------------------------------------普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。--------------------------------------------普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。-----------------------------------普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。-----------------------------------------普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。 他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。 因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。 那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。----------------------------------------普通朋友：他只有想到現在。男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。
★我要把幸福裝滿.連同我......一起送給你～。。☆
★我要把幸福裝滿.連同我......一起送給你～。。☆
finally...
finally finish my 5 days big world's war in my college....today is the last day for my final exam...so stress this few weeks cause don't know hw to study to let all the 3 years things to go inside my brain....some time i really hope tat my brain is a computer nt a human brain. hahaha.... but i know it wouldn't be the reality, so just accept tat i am a normal human....
now, all the paper had already pass up to the exam unit...one stress is release because exam is over...but now having a big stress, although college give us break from today toward sunday, but i can't fully relax as monday i going to know my results.wah!!!!!!!what is this.....stress, stress, stress......hopefully i can pass the exam. this is what i had pray for and tell myself that i can do it...i really hope that i can pass...anyway, i hope and i will share my good news with u all at here next monday k......hehehe...friends plz pray for me k...hahaha
it is not easy to went through this 3 years...
have tears, have heart breaks, have big big hug, have loud laugh...
thanks to everyone that had come to my life and
the most important that thanks the persons that bring me to this world that is my lovely mummy and daddy.
thanks for giving me everything and bring me up till now...
thanks to all the people that care to me and give me emotionally support and comfort me so that i will perform well in everything....
THANK YOU VERY MUCH....
this is specially for u all...miss u and love u all.....thanks and take care..
wish u all also have a nice day everyday and may god bless us ....
now, all the paper had already pass up to the exam unit...one stress is release because exam is over...but now having a big stress, although college give us break from today toward sunday, but i can't fully relax as monday i going to know my results.wah!!!!!!!what is this.....stress, stress, stress......hopefully i can pass the exam. this is what i had pray for and tell myself that i can do it...i really hope that i can pass...anyway, i hope and i will share my good news with u all at here next monday k......hehehe...friends plz pray for me k...hahaha
it is not easy to went through this 3 years...
have tears, have heart breaks, have big big hug, have loud laugh...
thanks to everyone that had come to my life and
the most important that thanks the persons that bring me to this world that is my lovely mummy and daddy.
thanks for giving me everything and bring me up till now...
thanks to all the people that care to me and give me emotionally support and comfort me so that i will perform well in everything....
THANK YOU VERY MUCH....
this is specially for u all...miss u and love u all.....thanks and take care..
wish u all also have a nice day everyday and may god bless us ....
Saturday, October 25, 2008
posting at psychiatry hospital at johor bahru....
last two week, start from 06 oct 2008 till 17 oct 2008, i had been posted to hospital tampoi johor bahru. what is it so different that i need to mention here...it is because it is a mental health hospital means it is same like bukit padang o....OMG, i never imagine tat i can go into the psychiatry hospital before i join nursing...i still can remember during my school time or even sometime joking with frend we will always said "dont crazy ya, if not later call an ambulance and send u to bukit padang", and just look at the door of the hospital when pass by there..
i cant believe, this time i had a chance to step inside just tat it is a johor nt in my hometown. On the first day, as usual we had the orientation program with the nurse instructor from that hospital. after that we go for a hospital round. it is a very big hospital where have nearly 16 or 17 blocks of female ward and 24 or 25 male ward.
during the two week attachment to the ward and having time with the patients, i felt very sorry to them. each of everyone have a story, they are not the one who choose to become sick and having problem, they are also not the one who actually really want to become crazy in the middle of the street or house. is just that sometime because of their illness, because of their lifestyle such as cant cope with the stressful life or even some is after traumatic incident which make them cant cope or accept the fact and make them end up with that situation.
anyway, during posting i learn many things. actually some of them are recovered and can control their illness if they really compliance to the medication when at home but because of they had poor family and social support which means although they can be allowed to discharge but family member dont want to take them back, so they have to continue to stay at the hospital.
society also can not ignore them and treat them not like normal. it is actually hurt and make them embarrass and cause them to isolate themselves. we actually need to give them support. hopefully with that they can feel that they are still meaningful to live at this world. by this we ca actually reduce a sad news about suicide or violent or even murder in the newspaper...
we should appreciate what we are now... we have our family who is support and take care of us no matter what will happen....we have good friends who can laugh and share also caring.
we should also appreciate and dont try to think negatively.when feel unhappy or stress,
PLZ FIND A WAY TO EXPRESS IT...
WHEN FACING PROBLEM DONT KEEP IT ON UR OWN, SHARE WITH PPL....
DONT PUT URSELF INTO STRESS
LEARN HOW TO ACCEPT THE FACT...dont be stubborn
relax and always smile...
LOVE UR FAMILY, SPEND TIME WITH THEM
hope everyone happy and healthy always....
i cant believe, this time i had a chance to step inside just tat it is a johor nt in my hometown. On the first day, as usual we had the orientation program with the nurse instructor from that hospital. after that we go for a hospital round. it is a very big hospital where have nearly 16 or 17 blocks of female ward and 24 or 25 male ward.
during the two week attachment to the ward and having time with the patients, i felt very sorry to them. each of everyone have a story, they are not the one who choose to become sick and having problem, they are also not the one who actually really want to become crazy in the middle of the street or house. is just that sometime because of their illness, because of their lifestyle such as cant cope with the stressful life or even some is after traumatic incident which make them cant cope or accept the fact and make them end up with that situation.
anyway, during posting i learn many things. actually some of them are recovered and can control their illness if they really compliance to the medication when at home but because of they had poor family and social support which means although they can be allowed to discharge but family member dont want to take them back, so they have to continue to stay at the hospital.
society also can not ignore them and treat them not like normal. it is actually hurt and make them embarrass and cause them to isolate themselves. we actually need to give them support. hopefully with that they can feel that they are still meaningful to live at this world. by this we ca actually reduce a sad news about suicide or violent or even murder in the newspaper...
we should appreciate what we are now... we have our family who is support and take care of us no matter what will happen....we have good friends who can laugh and share also caring.
we should also appreciate and dont try to think negatively.when feel unhappy or stress,
PLZ FIND A WAY TO EXPRESS IT...
WHEN FACING PROBLEM DONT KEEP IT ON UR OWN, SHARE WITH PPL....
DONT PUT URSELF INTO STRESS
LEARN HOW TO ACCEPT THE FACT...dont be stubborn
relax and always smile...
LOVE UR FAMILY, SPEND TIME WITH THEM
hope everyone happy and healthy always....
Saturday, September 20, 2008
我来咯....
亲爱的布落格肯定很想念我吧! 对不起哦我把你冷落了....哈哈哈!!!! 最近比较忙..EMM...在忙些什么呢, 我也不知道..每天都照工作表一样去上班, 上班总是忙忙忙, 下班总是累累累. 哈哈哈, 虽然是累,可是我还是觉得过的满好啦, 要交一份报告咯. 四个星期多准备这份报告, 真的感觉有点时间不够. 可是没办法, 我们的期限到了, 要交了.我也不知道我拿到的资料老师看了会足够吗? 我尽力了, 希望能吧!!!
好吧, 报告一下我的工作给你们听吧!! 好久没和大家分享我的工作了. 我不知不觉也进了学院三年了. 三年说长不长说短不短.我看的,学的,和知道的真的很多. 这个星期我被派去HIGH DEPENCY UNIT 了. 开始时有点不习惯. 因为里面的护士很不友善也不很爱解释.而那也是一个和普通病房不同, 所以第一天进去真的感觉很压力. 不过还好都能应付的啦! 那里的病人多数都需要我们的100%照顾, 他们多数是已经中风的老公公,老婆婆. 他们都已经是八十多,有些九十多岁了.可是他们都知道你在对他们做什么, 毕竟他们还是有知觉的.
我们每天都要定时检查他们, 喂他们吃东西, 有些是从食管进, 有一些则可以尝试用嘴巴自己吃. 公公`婆婆们有时会很不乖哦. 他们都会把从他们鼻子插进的管子拔出来. 拔出来后, 医生也无可奈何,只好让他们尝试用嘴巴吃, 因为不想让他们痛苦. 可是他们真的很调皮. 他们很懒惰9做嘴巴动作, 每当喂他们吃东西时他们都不愿吞. 所以为了避免他们营养不良, 我们被迫让他们痛了. 真的很对不起. 其实我也很痛的.
有一个早上,我们帮其中一个九十七岁的公公抹身, 他身体有一个大的瘤,可是因为年龄的关系, 他们的家人没有赞成开刀. 我们不知怎样的不知不觉把他从躺着的情况弄成坐着的姿势. 因为要保护他不要让他跌倒,我必须站在他前面扶着他. 公公竟把头靠在我的肩膀, 然后用他较灵活的手在我的另一边肩膀轻轻的拍了几下. 那时的我, 不知道该怎么样形容自己的感觉, 因为我感动了. 我看到公公的进步. 我也明白到, 就算他们是半昏迷可是他们依然知道你是在帮他们的.
我记得有个老师曾经告诉我们, 护士是一个能让你不必去找机会帮人的地方, 因为上天已经给了你这个机会,让你无时无刻, 不用刻意去制造机会去帮人. 所以我们更应该好好珍惜, 尽责的去关心及帮助病人.
看到他们的进步,我会觉得很开心. 大考要来了. 我因为忙着写报告已经很少时间温习功课. 唉, 我开始担心,紧张了. 佑幸啊....要加油加油哦!!!!不能偷懒哦!!!朋友们,我知道你们也在忙考试, 大家一起加油吧! 我们能的!!!!!!加油!加油!加油哦!!
还有, 祝大家都健康,快乐哦!!!!!!!
好吧, 报告一下我的工作给你们听吧!! 好久没和大家分享我的工作了. 我不知不觉也进了学院三年了. 三年说长不长说短不短.我看的,学的,和知道的真的很多. 这个星期我被派去HIGH DEPENCY UNIT 了. 开始时有点不习惯. 因为里面的护士很不友善也不很爱解释.而那也是一个和普通病房不同, 所以第一天进去真的感觉很压力. 不过还好都能应付的啦! 那里的病人多数都需要我们的100%照顾, 他们多数是已经中风的老公公,老婆婆. 他们都已经是八十多,有些九十多岁了.可是他们都知道你在对他们做什么, 毕竟他们还是有知觉的.
我们每天都要定时检查他们, 喂他们吃东西, 有些是从食管进, 有一些则可以尝试用嘴巴自己吃. 公公`婆婆们有时会很不乖哦. 他们都会把从他们鼻子插进的管子拔出来. 拔出来后, 医生也无可奈何,只好让他们尝试用嘴巴吃, 因为不想让他们痛苦. 可是他们真的很调皮. 他们很懒惰9做嘴巴动作, 每当喂他们吃东西时他们都不愿吞. 所以为了避免他们营养不良, 我们被迫让他们痛了. 真的很对不起. 其实我也很痛的.
有一个早上,我们帮其中一个九十七岁的公公抹身, 他身体有一个大的瘤,可是因为年龄的关系, 他们的家人没有赞成开刀. 我们不知怎样的不知不觉把他从躺着的情况弄成坐着的姿势. 因为要保护他不要让他跌倒,我必须站在他前面扶着他. 公公竟把头靠在我的肩膀, 然后用他较灵活的手在我的另一边肩膀轻轻的拍了几下. 那时的我, 不知道该怎么样形容自己的感觉, 因为我感动了. 我看到公公的进步. 我也明白到, 就算他们是半昏迷可是他们依然知道你是在帮他们的.
我记得有个老师曾经告诉我们, 护士是一个能让你不必去找机会帮人的地方, 因为上天已经给了你这个机会,让你无时无刻, 不用刻意去制造机会去帮人. 所以我们更应该好好珍惜, 尽责的去关心及帮助病人.
看到他们的进步,我会觉得很开心. 大考要来了. 我因为忙着写报告已经很少时间温习功课. 唉, 我开始担心,紧张了. 佑幸啊....要加油加油哦!!!!不能偷懒哦!!!朋友们,我知道你们也在忙考试, 大家一起加油吧! 我们能的!!!!!!加油!加油!加油哦!!
还有, 祝大家都健康,快乐哦!!!!!!!
Thursday, August 14, 2008
hehehehe
累了也倦了, 不想再多讲, 多想,理的再多,在乎的再多痛的累的还是自己. 一切都不在重要了, 因为当辛苦在挽回时却改变不了什么, 那唯有放手, 让一切顺其自然,反而会活的开心,毕竟只是生活中的一点......a short feeling expression here....but it is 1 months already o
it had been stay in my msn for about one month...i know many people were thought that i have arguement or even break up with my boy friend... hahaha...first of all thanks for you all the caring. second i didnt break or argue with my bf o....hehehe...this is all about the friendship...so, dont worry about me my dear friend from sabah and in sabah now...i knw u all are support me and caring me o...hehehe...thanks.....
it had been stay in my msn for about one month...i know many people were thought that i have arguement or even break up with my boy friend... hahaha...first of all thanks for you all the caring. second i didnt break or argue with my bf o....hehehe...this is all about the friendship...so, dont worry about me my dear friend from sabah and in sabah now...i knw u all are support me and caring me o...hehehe...thanks.....
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